Hello Again.
Hello all you bloggers, I'm back!
I know I've been neglecting my blog a little, but I've been a little busy. You see, I've been dating a new young woman and since things are so new and fresh, we've been spending a lot of time together. As in, over the weekends I wasn't getting home until about 2:30 in the A.M. and during the week I've been getting home about 12:30. Lack of sleep has played an important part in my life for the last week. Since she had to work until 9:30 P.M. last night, I took the night off and was in bed at 9:00.
Dating is a wonderful thing, but I'm getting to old for this shit.
Honestly though, I'm pretty happy to be dating someone since I haven't had much luck in the dating scene for the last ten months. The problem is, she is being "Good". Now don't get me wrong, I like nice girls, but she is being good to the point where she doesn't want to have sex... she wants to make love.
Is there anything wrong with that? Not really, not just because of that anyway. But I know that as of right now, I don't love her. I really like her, and I'm very attracted to her. We kiss and make out and both end up very hot and bothered at which point we have to stop and cool off (usually at her request). But it goes no further than that.
I only thought I was sexually frustrated before this. This is more like sexually tortured!
And even worse, I'm being the one who stops things to cool off more and more because I know that she isn't going to be satisfied with "I really like you and I'm attracted to you so lets go at it". I never thought I'd be the one to stop a make-out session!
Well, until next time...
4 Comments:
Hmmm... that's a sticky situation, PC. While I'm happy for you that your ten-month dry spell has ended in the dating arena, it appears it's the 'other dry spell' that needs a bit more --shall we say-- mutual participation? Don't despair... your lady friend might just be extremely cautious.
Thank you for the support Ang. I'm not too desperate at the moment because I understand the need for caution now-days. But I am feeling a little pent-up because, try as I may, a self induced orgasm is just not the same as having a willing partner. I know... I've gotten a lot of practice in the last ten months. LOL!
It's better than nothing, but not quite the same.
I hear ya, PC. My vibrator isn't the same as the real thing... sigh. But I... can... be... a... veeeeery... patient... person.
EXCUSE ME!!! Did I not just chat with you today? Is this the reason you don't answer your phone calls? And I KNOW NOTHING???? WTF?? IM me, I wanna know what's going on... details NOW!
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